i'm a 21+ year old internet ghost! i think templates should be easier to come by because coding is hard and it makes my head hurt.

01.01.20 im finally free. this is a beautiful feeling. it feels ethereal. i see everything. my vision is blurring but i see everything more clearly, life truly is beautiful. there is not yesterday or tommorow there is only me here. only today. only now. my chest can finally rise, i can finally breathe. its euphoric, elation. its not happiness but its lack of a burden

cold weather

03.10.18. nothing to report today

05.07.18. - me and the kid from jeju climbed up to the break water today. the top of the rocks were so dry it seeemd like the waves never even touch them. the ocean levels are rising ugh. and the worst part is when i told the jeju kid about it he just looked all sad and said that he wished he had a simpler life like okay buddy me too. and then he said something even wierder he said 'i wish i could go back ti jeju but this time i wish you could come with me' like what? what kind of an idiot just said that? where would i live? he said he lives in a hut, or like a shack i don't know. he wants me to live in a shack?????

02.04.28- today i learned there are 17 different types of fish species found in Yeosan that are not found in all of korea. yes the guy from jeju told me.

05. 10.18. - there was a new kid today, from jeju. he smells like fish. jeju the island. what is he doing in a place like this.

02. 08.18. - it happened again

06.09.18.- this is a god forsaken city. no one here is safe. why the hell did we have to be seperated from the mainland. the people here suffer. suffer undeservingly. they don't even deserve it. no one listens to is. even the police are victims Moochi-nim has to toil away at serving the ungrateful people.

01.16.18. - the day wasn't so bad. bs and sh were there. they're okay. not very bright though. they couldn't understand anything in class i had to teach them. i don't know. not much to vent here.

entry 01.02.18. this is my first entry. I will just dump here whenever the voices get too loud. it's not a daily diary at all, i can't manage keeping it up with 9th grade stuff coming up. it's just too much sometimes. i hope this year won't be so awful. i'm going to a new school. a 'normal' school or whatever it means. i wonder if i'll find people like me there.